I just want to be someone’s first choice, without hesitation.
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a C. You give 110% to someone in a relationship who only gives 40%. You’re there for a best friend at 3:00am and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it.
Lower your expectations and you will less likely be disappointed.
“Someday we’ll know, why I wasn’t meant for you.”
I just hope that you think of me from time to time.
“I find my self never wanting anyone to know how I am feeling, but at the exact same time its all I want them to know. To know I feel like dying half the time or I feel like i’m so hollow inside I could break.”
I honestly don’t know what the fuck I’m doing in college.
I am that type of douchebag friend who doesn’t talk with you for weeks but still cares about you and hopes you still care too.